Interesting times…
I’m having a bit of a dilemma and, of course, it pertains to money. I sit here now with tons of ideas — for this book, for other books, for many initiatives that are coming to and through me now. Time-wise, I wonder…if I look for a source of income outside of my initiatives (which are currently non-income generating) what will that do? How will that either detract me from my life-purpose, or support it?
In terms of finding “employment” or a “JOB job,” I am looking to do something that utilizes my skill sets effectively, keeps my interest, doesn’t make me feel guilty for taking up to 40 hours per week away from my own projects, and pays me a salary that does more than just pay my bills. I have applied to a few jobs, and the waiting to hear while they make a decision (even post-interview) is causing my interest in that job to wane. Yet, I wonder — do I do something, just for the sake of making money?
That was my “old” me. Now, I like to do things that mean something, that have value on an individual and global level, and make positive differences in the world.
This week is a critical week for me because my bank account is nearly overdrafted to the max while I wait out the journey to see what manifests. Ultimately, my desire would be to spend all of my “working” hours (I like to have a balance in my life) doing the projects that are coming through me. They feel extremely meaningful and ultimately beneficial on a far-reaching scale, and I will use the powers of my positive thinking and intention to see that manifest. However, in the meantime, while I am waiting for this to happen, do I get a job? Hmmm…..
I ponder this, yet focus on my initiatives while I have the time. I feel very grateful.
To your prosperity,
Sue